omg hello old friend.
its the year 2011 already.
youve been stagnant, frozen and completely abandoned,
and i must say forgotten.
hahahaha its been two years since my last post.
so much has happened you have no idea.
when i read my last post and think of how far ive come,
it doesnt amaze me but scares me.
had i known at that time, the very same day that that would be my last post and what was in store for me, i dont know how i wouldve actually dealt with it.
terrifying thought.
and honestly its only here that ive always been able to let go and say whatever i want to say.
i have never been more honest with anyone else.
so dependant i am on you that i talk to you like youre an actual person when i reality
you dont exist and youre just a bunch of codes words and numbers formed but even stl, so important cos these are all my thoughts and memories.
and if thats not precious enough to me, i dont know what else could be.