im writing in after not being here for ages!!!!
i feel like a total stranger in my own blog .
how odd .
was actually halfway to signing up for LJ , but i just gave up and came back here cos i
feel (as odd as it may sound) as if im abandoning a friend .
LOL .
i even got a name for my lj . its so random , idk whr it came from .
a lightbulb just went off in my head and POOF , there you have it . haha
well i wont disclose it here first .
when its set up , ill tell ya'll :)
anws , whr do i begin ....
i seem so chirpy and all , but things are actually not going too sweet lately ....
but for the good and nice stuff first :)
i finally met the girls today !!!
joanna , van , xj , qizhi :)
mag doesnt count cos ive been seeing her since mon but i did miss her plenty during the weekends .
anw we watched 2012 :D
well i think sher and van thought it wasnt as hot as haeundae cos haeundae evoked more emotions .
you know , we koreans know our drama pretty good , so we are good at crying scenes and all that garb , and well , good at making ppl cry , even those stone hearted coldfish people .
anws , 2012 had really awesome effects . loved it .
not being a sadist or anything but it was brilliant suff .
good sherlyn behaved herself . no screaming or shrieking , and she didnt even mess up the place while munching away on her gross octopus sushi in the theatre .
*CLAPS* way to go mag :)
qi zhi meh~ed once though and shrieked . haha i think the ppl behind got a fright . haha
and she didnt cry .
she did have the hots for the tibetian monk , temzin , if im not wrong .
well he is kinda cute w the adorable puppy eyes and all , but he's a monk (thou its a movie)
so its kinda wrong to crush on monks no matter how hot they may be and totally unholy so yeah... odd .
on the otherside of me meanwhile ,
sherlyn was busy crushing on the russian pilot , sacsha or sth like that .
well he's hot too but he's blond and i dont really have a thing for blondes so NAH .
me and van were busy looking at the russian fishlips guy that talked w this really long drawl in a voice so LOW that if he were in the room , youd feel tremors as he speaks .
we all separated shortly after and van and i went to carls jr .
talked for so long from 6plus all the way to almost 9 .
we have lots on our minds . truly .
i was happy anw cos i missed her so much last week during my "OPERATION QUARRANTINE HOMIE" proj .
reached home 10plus .
had a splitting headache after leaving th theatre and it hasnt gone away up till now .
my eye keeps jumping too .
either someones missing me so badly or my eyes are just extremely sore and tired .
lol . it jumped for so long , i actually stood in front of the mirror to observe it . cool sick stuff haha .
speaking of sick , this effing unknown person sent a msg to my phone , a no i dont recognise ,
and its a picture of a woman being penetrated .
more like my phone's been penetrated with filthy stuff . i hope my files dont corrupt or something .
who'd send such sicko fatman's porno to me ?!
i have an unknown enemy i think .
well whoever you are , speak up , man ...
crazy ppl out thr .
anws , enough of this gross stuff , had my last papers today in the morning . emaths 2 and bio .
gawd . maths paper 2 was HORRIBLE . i know i cant do maths for nuts but this was bad .
and leng leng the unmerciful .sigh .
the 1st qs nearly made me pull out my hair !
same for sher and bryan and wenting .
i took 3ominsplus t do it dammit .
and plus there was band doing scales and marching , shouting ,
sherlyn giving great big sighs (cos of her breathing prob) and the boy in front of her kept cracking his neck ,
at a rate of 10 every 5 minutes . it drove me nuts ! cos it looked so comical and distracting . i looked down but could still see him out of the corner of my eye .
TERRIBLE !
and ytd i was taking physics , i was trying to contain my laughter becos of that and i was like umqiu-ing and the tr saw and prob thought i found the physics easy but it was NOT !
ms lew rreally wants me to drop . sigh .
bio was easy but i screwed so many qs up .
i cant promote im so sure of it .
im thinking of my sad and unstable future now cos i refuse to retain .
i want to leave amk and i have a shrewd idea as to what i might call as my back up plan
but thats not the thing , i really want to take O's nxt yr dammit . and graduate with 4/2 and with my beautiful awesome friends . omg i love ya'll so much i dont want to leave .
the past one week plus has been total hell for me .
i swear i was so worked up abt this reexam , i never even thought abt all the other stuff thats usually swimming in my mind like
the fact that im fat
about the person i like
abt friends probs
abt my sis getting psle results nxt week .
my phone hasnt had $ in it for one week plus .
i hardly used the comm .
didnt step out of my front door .
and was so tensed up and caught in the full time company of books books and nth but books .
i mean math math and more math oh and physics and blargh ,
that (dont barf)
i didnt bathe for 2 days straight .
walked arnd in the same clothes for 2 days .
eww gross coming to think of it .
and ive been having a rich diet of milo dinos , milocereals , and milopowder .
no kidding , im so sad , i just eat the powder right out of the container .
then ive been scrafing down salami salami , hickory honey baked ham and more salami . ooh and my mum made bacon like 3 days' bfast so yeah . i was a sick unhealthy person loaded on all this rotten processed junkshits .
oh and yes i ate lotsof omelettes . and my omelette consists of 3 eggs for one . and lots of mushroom and cheese . and i could eat 3 omelettes a day .
sick .
and yes my mum bought youtiaos and i just ate 3 of them straight . the long long ones .
yes and when i wasnt drinking milos , it was milk milk milk .
and i finished all my dads ice cream as usual .
i think im gonna get a coronary soon .
i ate so much my back hurt . and i could almost hear my intestines crumple .
thats how bad the stress level got .
i have nvr been under so much pressure before .
so im detoxing for the next few days .
ill never slim down man and look normal if i keep doing this .
this is so upsetting .
ROFL.
anw im outta steam . tired of writing abt all that food again ...
just really hope to meet up with jeng soon . havent talked or seen you for like forever man !
we need to talk . next tues w vanny . (not tt you'll happen to read this) but i really need to catch up on stuff !
oh and nick and ernest too .
hope you guys come back real soon .
we are all missing you here .
okay going now .
ill try to come back and write more .
BYE :D
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