yello ;D

bored to high heaven today . didnt manage to get a good night's sleep cos it was really fitful , with people walking in and out of it , sometimes talking to me but no voice comes out . it felt so real , evrything that happened that i was so relieved when i woke up that it was just a dream .


anws , didnt follow jaimee to the lang school today . i opted to stay home and welluse the comp and do maths . yeah you read it right . do maths . the worse thing isthat yi mo said she would bring a tutor home later to help me with my work . i dont like the idea at all but she kept insisting so fine . sigh i know she is trying to help . but im not in the mood to meet new people . let alone ask them for help in maths and blargh . i want some alone time today to read my holy blood holy grail i am struggling to read cos of the vocab in it . its a terrible and beautiful book .
mhmm .


anws i spend the day exchanging e mails with giulia cos sherlyn and nicholas havent replied my facebook msgs . darn it guys , pls reply me as asap . ill be happy toget mails from peeps in sg . you can talk to me abt anything . even if its about telling me what you ate for breakfast .



anw i was telling my sis this , that if theres one thing i can actually gain from being away from my life and my home in sg , though its only fr 2 weeks , its finally truly learning to cherish and treasure everything you have at home . it is in common logic that we all know that , but you will only truly understand and know what it feels like when you are far from home family and friends .and as much as i may hate home my family and friends at times , (at times , ok) i have finally understood what it means by there is no place like home cos no matter how nice the place imstaying at now is , or no matter how hospitable my hosts are , and nomatter how good and comfortable they make me feel , it isnt the right place to be and not where i can truly feel at home . yeah thats what i learned . and i also learned , as cliched as it sounds , to not takethings for granted too

cos really , i never ever imagined the day would come when i miss home and everything back there and find myself wishing that ill do anything just to see people's faces , hear their voice and laughter , my dog yapping at my ankles , my sister screaming at me and my mum's nagging . it just isnt complete without all that .

i even miss people (you should knw who you are ) who go on and on and on abt stuff . their incessant ramblings , you know , abt nonsensical stuff . ill give anything to hear that , to have that phonecall again when we talked so much abt you know what . i miss my dog truckloads ! all those times i neglected him and didnt bring him for walks on a regular basis . i wish i could do that now ! i really want to hughim . and get this , i wish i was in my room studying .
and i miss a thousand more things . wont elaborate .
the only thing i dont miss yet is the weather and sarah and farah .heehee


and of course i miss my parents .
ive never wanted to see mymum even more .
i really really miss my mum and my dad and sis too.
ah giulia ! wish i couldsee you . and i used to wish that mama and papa could pack you off to some boarding school .


and the yimobu here is not father material at all .
he is wild , outgoing and reckless . and i like that cos i enjoy being in adventurous ppl's company and i find them interesting but he smokes heavily , drinks very often and gets drunk , is flirtatious with his friends wives when his own wife is there and drives at up to 200km/hr on the highway . i love fast rides ,but not on the highway . grunt
it makes me want to go back to my dad .
he is a much more fun in a dadish way .


oh well .

i miss everything


im counting down the days .
p.s. maggot i read the book on abortion on my flight from SG to korea .
it was sad but i didnt cry . only had wet eyes when i saw the x ray pictures of the baby . cos it looked so sad that she didnt have a skull and how could anyone kill something so small and helpless ??


i was thinking do my friends that say they miss me only want me back cos i try my best to help them and are more less always there for them or do they really miss my prescence ? sometimes i feel that they take me for granted . qz agrees and i wonder if im just thinking too much or being too selfish .

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