Five o’ clock and a fire escape symphony Spilling out across the road and the square And the sky’s the same as your own, do you think of me? Do the parks and trees and the leaves reach you there? After the rain, in the lonely hours he haunts me....
Calling out, again, and again.... Sophia, Sophia, I’m burning, I’m burning It’s a fire, a fire I cannot put out.
Sophia, Sophia, I’m learning that some things I can’t go without And one of those is him.
And now I walk these streets like a stranger in my home town, Learn the language, form the words when I speak. But he changed me, I’m his ghost since he came around
Now I count the hours, and the days and the weeks.....
In passion and silence, Every word, every line a measure It’s the science of the soul.
And his books, they breathe a reason And now, I want to know.....
Sophia, Sophia, I’m burning, I’m burning It’s a fire, a fire I cannot put out. Sophia, Sophia, I’m learning that some things I can’t go without And one of those is him.
And you, with your new born eyes, Have you ever loved a man like I love him? Do you hurt, but still feel alive Like never before? Oh Sophia! Sophia! Sophia, Sophia, I’m burning, I’m burning It’s a fire, a fire I cannot put out. Sophia, Sophia, I’m learning that some things I can’t go without I can’t go without him.
sophia : nerina pallot .
teehee
Friday, February 27, 2009
/6:21 AM
/5:07 AM
love this cos for once i didnt have to use food to bribe my dog to look atthe cam .
saw this at NAFA last sat in th lift . lol
for once , my sis looks more like a hob then me .
rancid rat hairs !
i know . like for th love of god right . she was doing that in public
at mac drive thru . was studying for phy and bio last sun
my teacher's hair is even more butchered than mine . lol
i was standing on my tippy toes .cos they are both towering over me
candid and spastic too . lol JADE AND PIYO . PY ;D
psst . sorry jade for uploading pics so late . couldnt upload some for some reasons *AHEM*
heyho !
my teacher's hair is even more butchered than mine . lol
i was standing on my tippy toes .cos they are both towering over me
candid and spastic too . lol JADE AND PIYO . PY ;Dpsst . sorry jade for uploading pics so late . couldnt upload some for some reasons *AHEM*
heyho !
im back . and hopefully not for th last time in what might . (MIGHT ) be 2 weeks . lol
i seriously dont know when ill use th comm again .
ok moving on .
just to back track to yesterday .
was a bad day for sherlyn . there . thats all im saying .
we skipped maths consult cos we were both feeling like muck so we wanted to go home to sleep (sleep in rainy weather seemed to be on everyone's mind . van too )and i was planning t wake up and study chem after that . i got shitballs marks for th first one .
hurmph.
anw i slept like a baby all th way from 4 to 7 . and woke up thinking it was th next day . lol
and , i did study only i revised physics not chem .
dont ask me . just didnt feel like it .
studying chem i mean
i went to sleep at 3.30 in th morning . wrote letters to pass th time . to random people in our class
of which bozo da was one of them and crushed and threw th letter in my face .
typical of that tart . mhmph .
i made a mental note to spam his mailbox next week should i happen to be free or bored .
you wait . haha
finished reading th mediator book .
and gave up reading inheritance of loss and went to sleep . on th couch .
with my dog .
and i had weird dreams as usual .
about things that trouble me .
gawd , me and my tortured soul . lol HAHA
surprisngly , didnt feel all that sleepy in school today , i slept abit during eng only .
who wouldnt , staring at th same picture of some girl with her mouth gaping . and yeah wtv . im just bummed out looking at th same things over and over .
ms tay made me start on this monitoring scheme for what i do at home . *grunt*
and i had to write everything down .
i like ms T , but i just cant help being annoyed that she keeps saying i make excuses .
like i wont elaborate much here , but is having back problems excuses ?
i havent been to a darn doctor and thats not my fault . my parents are busy and i did go to see th physio . and yada yada .
but th problem is still there and now she's thinking im using it as some sympathy excuse .
give me a break .
grunt .
moving on ,
had training today , more productive than usual ,
i realised though not for th first time , arm power is totalllllly suckerriffic .
nth to do out of play or what , my right scapula is screwed so i guess my throwing arm is being constricted , (if thats th word, idk ) i cant through properly sometimes .
say its excuses , but i know my own pain . lol
i naturally , have ( i know this ) one of th weakest arms in th team .
if i talk about th b division too ,
even jackie smaller than me so power .
and now im even weaker cos of this .
maybe i should quit netball . ive thought of it . but i dont want to lose my cca points and i guess i wont wanna leave my teamaties . lol
i never have an easy way out of anything .
go figure .
training ends so early like 5.30 ,
so i stayed back playing vb and shooting for fun , then i went to visit 2/1 .
ok i know its sounds stupide but you dont know what that dingy little classroom did to me the moment i stepped in and walked about .
i cant say , i dont know but just some of these memories are still so vivid , and fresh
it comes washing over you like a tidal wave , i just remember it all so well .
well , almost .
th good and bad . and awesome and uglae .
i sat down at an old seat and just replayed , ( my imagination rocks your socks mind you ) well i replayed in my minds eye or whatever , th usual class scene just unfolds in front of you though really its quiet and theres nothing .
its quite sad really remembering some things and really some i wish to forget but cant bear to .
what a mental nutcase some of you all think i must be .
i heard th aunty with th long mane of swishy hait coming so i get out there fast and well i walk off /.
sigh .
i love my new class truly but something about th old just brings back all these , idk how to put it in words . just , if you know what im trying to get at , youll get it .
on my way back , saw mr siva in 1/5 so i popped in and talked to him for a while and arranged my detention .
which is alright cos i just have to sit for 2ohrs , (divided of course ) in th library , doing my work .
i picked th march hols . i would come in th mornings to study then leave around noon to go wild . lol .
he's an awesome teacher ,
one of my favourite teachers .
he told me many important things that made me realise some stuff .
not th usual cliched stuff .
i know itll be hard , tough , and ugly , watching my ownself try to get my life back to pieces again but ill do whatever it takes .
i am not gonna see myself waste away and grow up wishing i could turn back time .
time waits for no man . so true . though cliched .
my life had past very fast . i desperately trying to salvage what i have left of my childhood i guess . cos in less than 8 years time , i guess ill be what we'd all say . grown up ? lol
we grow up so fast without even noticing . its scary when you come to think of it .
moving on ,
went home and well checked out th price of i touch .
want to buy it . since th price has dropped . something to replace my zen .
im thinking of getting th 16 gb one .
i phone is so user unfriendly ( LOL ) and well just not for me . im still gonna take th i touch over th i phone although i do need a new phone cos mine's like dead , possesed and i dont know so full of madness and controlled by unseen forces , i might put it in th loony bin any day .
goodness . maybe ill switch to sony eric . their sound system rules .
ok enough said .
oh i got sunburnt . again .
P.S> i think our class guys flying paper aeroplanes is irritating but funny .
i took jeremy's one home cos it flies quite well .
i told poppyhen to build a submarine .
only that would end up looking so weird .
Labels: FO FUM .
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
/5:18 AM
hello ;D
its been a long time .
HAHA . naturally .
many stuff to have blogged about lately but i was just too lazy .
been keeping a personal diary instead .
its sort of better that way .
but yeah im here to save this thing . yet again .
HO HUM .
im getting used to my hair now .
though i cant stop being peeved about how i look .
like a mad hatter half th time .
now im almost scared of myself . ill never know what im gonna do next .
mhmm . haha
that sure sounds creepy .
lol ill never go to th extreme so i think its still fine . lol
and what a total understatement .
HEEHAW .
ive lost my touch cant you tell .
i hardly know what to write .
i dont open up that much these days .
i think i must start my natural rambling again .
HAHA anw ill try to blog more often . TRY
i feel my vision burn ,
i feel my memory fade with time .
but im just too worried these streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past .
Labels: two steps
Thursday, February 12, 2009
/5:35 AM
yoho yoho a pirates life for me .
hello to all thoses faithful readers who still visit this blog .
im here to save this thing before it rots into oblivion .
THANKYOU . now it wouldnt hurt to leave a tag .
right .
OKAY now .. moving on . *GRUNT*
um all th darn pics i took darn long to upload all these .
um all th darn pics i took darn long to upload all these .
just double click to enlarge then save if you wanna grab .
sorry for taking DARNISH LONGISH EESSH to upload .
i wont be posting anything now . i know i havent updated ,
but ive got things to do .
so yeah .
so yeah .
and oh , th big Q , why i cut my hair .
(and no im not going experimental ) or maybe ill try gouging my eyeballs next. pffwrt.
HO HUM .
seriously i dont know what possesed me to do it .
_________ . some of you guys know . so just hush up and keep it your goodselves .
all you people should know was tt i was not in a right state of mind .
please do not call me th second coming of britney .
dammit , its gonna take me freaking long to grow back at least shoulder length . like 6 mths .
goodness .
MURDER ME .
and so ive been told by lots that i look aunty , fat version of princess diana , cabbage head , heart shape head , mumsy-ish , fresh , nice (mr ong -.-) , some ,
cant express their opinions about my cut in words ,
they just ,
laugh .
SIGH .
p.s. if i were a cabbage put on sale in th market , it will ruin th business . i dont think my hair even qualifies t be called cabbage .
thats like insulting cabbages .
JEEZ . what am i rambling about .
sometimes i swear i dont know who i am .
ok i shall stop here for today .
ok i shall stop here for today .
dont know when ill be back .
LIKETHOSEDAMNEDBANANAS! . BAHA . BAH .
p.s OH NO . my mum just called in to say her cousin arrived in SG .
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8 september 1994
KUKUTRIBIAN;SO JUBILANTE !
BARKING MAD & LOVING IT
HIGHLY DELIRIOUS
MY BLOG,SCHMLOG PLEASE TREAT W RESPECT
CHECK I LOVE COMPANY,SO HANG AROUND LONG
TAG,RANT,SCOLD,SPAM,SPIT,BLOW KISSES,YAK ON MY TAGBOARD
ALL WILL BE APPRECIATED,I'll WANT T HEAR YOUR SAY
ONLY IMPERSONATORS WONT BE TOLERATED
CAN'T STAND SUCH COWARDLY FAKEYPHONIES
I BLAZING LOVE JOHNNYDEPP
music is my muse , my religion
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