trying my !!!! hardest to knock chiachin down
i swear 2 years ago i knocked him flat within seconds , now i am struggling w great difficulty to save myself from being knocked down . but he wins anw . either my muscles have eloped (haha) t fats , or chiachin's get muscly . lol
i made him do this . you gotta amuse me somehow . no matterhow lame . ;D
vanny trying to be some palace lady with all those clips in her hair . but she claims she is th devil . like some devilspawn , tts one gay devil . rofl
ernest (vanny claims )
(sadlee/sally . says vanny )
their beautiful children . *TEEHEEEE*
the other batch of beautiful children . SHEESH i dont think he's even father material . ok pls do not kill me .
im just playing along w th joke .
my monkey . pepenott . gerard died
a rare species of maggot . but looks no diff than th actual thing
i love th walll . its cool
gayish pose at a desperate attempt to block his face . BAHA
maggot sim candid shot .
SHOE hui and vanny ;D
an artist impression of th nonexstent sally /sadlee done by yours truly . *GRINS*
tt's a really freaky smile . haha
HELLO !
tt's a really freaky smile . haha
HELLO !
i know i havent been blogging .
and i never do until th end of th week (at least ive started to realise)
i just dont have th mood these days .
HAHA . funny i should even say that .
this was a wasted week . barely did anything .
i skived off taking my HPs, cos i got thinking about certain things ,
and i wondered (whether its foolish or not) what if , just maybe , if things dont change even if i take them . i mean pretending to be JOYFUL , or erm even a teeny bit enthu and happy flappy is all but a sad distraction right ? lol
so i stopped , for exactly 5 days now .
and th change has been drastic and bad . at home at least .
gawd , im screwed . seriously .
and friends dont know this . at least most of them dont ,
i take out all th unhappiness mostly on th people at home (unfortunately ) sigh
which is a real bad time seeing as how my cuz is here .
he's another one that i cant stand .
my sis too . she told on me earlier this week on sth i did and i seriously pissed me off to the moon .
she was trying to act all righteous , when she truly is one big fat TART herself ( fake buttwipes )
total suck up . to my mum of course .
and to think of all those times i helped her lie to my mum that she already played th piano when she had too much work to do cos she knows my mum will be unhappy . (she likes to impress my parents-.-) so a little bit of failure to accomplish some crapp task like that will get her stressed . and theres th time , or should i say times when i always drink her damn juice , eat her meat and vegetables when my mums not looking . and i took th blame once when she couldnt finish th wheatgrass . i told my mum , i was th one who threw it away cos i pitied my sis for trying so hard so i decided t be nice and do her a favour . this sounds so long and braggy and childish , but its just my bitch rants . i got it let it all out dont i . sigh
and thr's my mum im getting so pissed at . apparently she's getting so caught up in her work sometimes i swear she's living in a parallel universe . EARTH TO MY MOTHER .
like how when i was teeling her abt normal stuffs , like last week , abt ms lesa being mrs sim now, (ok small thing BUT . ) and suddenly she asked me to go get th newspaper for me .
if you dont know how tt feels , its like getting your face slapped . and it smarts real bad .
and thats not th first time . my dad has laughed when it always happens . but its not funny .
ytd my sis was trying to impress her with sth about school and she suddenly called someone on her phone and started jabbering away . abt work but its infuriating /
then im having second thoughts abt letting her continue working .
i want her to quit so she'll come back to earth and not float abt th stars along th milky way .
but i was th one who forced her to start working 3 years ago cos i hated how she was always at home and controlling my freedom so much .
and now , to ask her to quit after she's come this far , expanded her social network and blah and more connected , (and yeah of course i still wanna keep th freedom and th nagging at bay) *smirks* i dont have th heart or rather yeah well yeah i dont want her to freaking quit .
and im annoyed by my cousin's prescence too .
you wouldnt understand . no one will cos yeah he's in my house .
my sis feels th same .
he's 2 years younger but i cant tolerate him . i just cant . omg , how to i explain this /.
its like mutual dislike . everyone has experienced it . just like maggot and chicked backside . its that kinda thing . anw , its getting on my nerves and i cant wait till th month's up .
beacuse i dont like him , i pinpoint him for every small thing . its so cruel and mean but i dont like him !! ARGH . it could have been jihoon(his younger bro) , myunghoon , or whats the other one . but just not him . SIGH .
he would do things like peek at me when im msging people . and when i laugh abt sth , he will ask if im laughing at what my BF sent me . which is so bleh because of cos thats not th case . then he will try to recite slowly what im typing or my msg !! ARGH . then he spends and effing long time in th toilet . omg whad the hell . even i dont spend tt long . IM sorry . but is like you know , PCC in thr . if you get what i mean . its too crude to write out . then he keeps trying to suffocate my dog . GOODNESS . and my dog's yelping -.- and he laughs . MURDER ME
btw , he doesnt even eat kimchi . what kinda korean is that . SHEESH .
our kim stock has all finished thanks to him . dayummit .
and ever since he's here , my mum and maid have been waking up reeeelly early just to cook him breakfast of rice and god knows what . i know he's a guest but he shouldnt be pampered t this extent .
OMG , im rolling . this ranting is biting my skin . WHOO.
and so i continue ! this boy , he keeps blushing when he talks to me , and doesnt even want to look me properly in th face and omg , he stops in mid sentence and says nvm . or mumbles .
you know , if it was some boy i liked i would have found it cute and shy and yeah cute , but its just plain annoying to me for his case .
OMG , then its been th third or second week he's here , he shouldnt be so shy anymore .
then he keeps boasting abt playing so much soccer . PLs . im a girl and my legs are far chunkier then his . ok fine i do eat more . but why does he boast so much . then he talks abt all th girls after him . ROARS . and i thought he was th girl . he's so , feeble ?
not because he's smaller than me i say that , cos of th way he is . so wimpy . and get this . when im using th comm , he sits beside me and looks at everything . if im on msn , he tries to read my convr and even uses a dictionary . OMG . someone stone me now . pls .
and then he'll ask me to slow down so that he can read everything . omg , whats he trying to do ?? thats not th best way to learn english you know . of course we all do . only he doesnt ! BAH ! and well he's just not my type lah . he doesn tknow any jokes and well he makes me feel lik a barbarian .
sigh there's others .... but i wont say . im already sounding like an old hag .
ok moving on (finally)
this week , mhmm ,
very stressful for maggot . for certain reasons i shall not say to erm , respect her privacy . HAHA
its driving her bonkers anyway . and me bonkers too . hang in thr buddy .
well , lessons are a total bore .
i am disappointed w the eng lessons .
they are boring to high heaven .
i miss last year lessons .
well th teacher is sweet i guess ? but its just dead boring .
i gotta confess to , something really bad . i feel so guilty .
erm whether or not 3/2 peeps will see this or tchers will ,
well i didnt exactly finish my eng compo . i only finish 1/2 of it but i didnt own up and i wanted to stick my head in a bottle of tar when th rest who didnt do got scolded today .
but its for survival . save myself . i have had enough of ppl yelling at me . lol
P.S i actually think mrs ang and daryl are at loggerheads .
and i dont want to lag behind in maths this year .
sigh , history shall so not repeat its ugly self .
we got news that 3/3 made ms joy lee , th impossibly , erm imbpossible weird bio subst cry today . greatness , not . i feel bad for her but i dont know , i just dont think she's cut to be a teacher . she should try interacting with th reptiles and th singapore zoo .
gawd , she just cant be a teacher . thats sounds so cruel but YEAH !
and i dont know whether i should be relieved she's gonna be here only for 4 mths , or worried tt she's gonna be here 4 mths . 4 mths can be a long or short time , whatever way you see it .
enough of her . lets give her a break .
P.P.S .
i scored lowest in class for th probability test .
12/20 . shame , but whatever , i was half sleeping .
call me stupid , dumb whatever ya'll want . i feel so dim witted myself .
its funny actually to score shitmarks for sth that cant even be taught cos its basic common sense . BAHA!
i went for th first trg of theeee year ytd .
and well , ill be honest its boring to me .
maybe cos i havent been around so long .
and well a little bit more kik would be fun.....
pssst. th Bdiv's shoes are effin gorgeous . i dont dare even think abt buying them .
i'll consider .
went to bio and chem lab this week where arun and someone alse broke some beakers . haha
we saw cheek cells and onion cells .
i really hope we can see cooler cells like a eyeball cell or smth like tt .
HA .
oh yeah , i almost forgot .
ytd we had an after assembly spot check (HEAD TO YOUR TICKLY TOES) .
dedicated only to us girls .
and that cant be good . at least for us .
th guys all were so jubilanT abt it . mhmm
anw , i pinned every strand of my hair up . a total of 8 or 9 clips on my head .
what do they think we are , SIA stewardess , (im not even cut for one .BAH! )
i thought i was a nun anw .
vanny said bring showercaps . anw
my socks was unacceptable which was disappointing as being someone who forgets to wear them daily , i made an effort to wear ytd .
i was made to buy new high itchy scratchy bitty batty socks from th bookshop lady .
they put her at th back of th halll-.-
well get this , th plastic on th cheapo 1 buck socks said : resist fungus , stink resilent , stn abt soaking up sweat and , GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME ASIA . the advanced technology in th world .
JEEZ . if you need THE ADVANCED TECHNOLOGY IN TH WORLD T MAKE ONE BUCK SOCKS , you can go spin yarns and eat grass for th rest of your life .
i'll post th pic tmrw .
yeah , thats some sad stuff . and th english is atrocious .
ROFLOLOLOLOLOL .
today , evrything was a blur in school ....
had compo test , chinese and thr were no spare dict , so erm , yeah bad bad .
many words ive forgotten which makes me pathetic . lol
we still havent gotten our yearbooks which is a total bummer +.+
after school , was at school mostly , but had lunch first at mac-.-
im sick of eating macdonalds already . im craving for mexican food again .
i cannot stop thinking about enchiladas . im sick . foodlove sick that is .
anw , today for lunch i ate : beef prosperity burger , chocolate sundae , vanilla milkshake , redbean pie , medium twister fries , and one chicken drumstick or wing or breast idk .
i wanted subway , but maggot hates them . lol
sherlyn made a fool of herself again today .(naturally)
HAHA .
i wanted t study at mac after that , but decided t go back school .
so we went up to class and erm , suddenly , i felt so guilty from eating all that junk .
i couldnt take it , i went to run 15 rounds on th 4th level . at least the air's fresher up thr .
i borrowed maggots shoes cos its better and pe shirt from this fella , cheng you apparently it belongs to another girl . lol and i ran .
it was very sian running th same route so i wanted t run th route we used to run for trg outside school but sher said no , and well its dumb , if i get a heatstroke outside , no one will know also . i wanted t do pyramid but didnt want to raise any suspicions tt i had gone mad . or had some adrenaline rush so i ran like a mad dog .
and after that , my muscles ached like shitz .
i was gonna force myself to go another set of 15 , but sher said i was mad , and it dawned on me , i was probably mad too . so i just skipped one level and went down with them to borrow skipping ropes from pe room but cant get access so yeah nvm .
..... then went back . didnt do any studying
im so not in th mood anyway .
went home and yeah , drank 1.2 l of soyabean .
th 100 plus i drank before that made me so thirsty . idk why . lol
i was so bloated , i wanted t puke .
im feeling better now lol .
i shall study tomorrow .
want to go sleep soon .
dont know who'll bother reading so much , but its to make up for th lack of posts this week anyway .
i ever thought of closing down my blog and trying to start a diary . be more personal but idk yet . i like blogging . SOMETIMES . i can be really crapsy (LOL) if i want .
ok , pls tag more everybody . my blogs not dying . its already decomposing . rotting .
P.P.P.S .
my sis is trying to put my dawg's paws on th foot massage .
which tickles like hell .
but he seems to feel nth .
ok , how random
BYE ! X}
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