hello , ive ditched my blog for a couple of days , okay fine for 2 plus weeks but im kinda lazy at th mo , so maybe i'll blog later or tmrw, see if my mood permits . lol anw , just dropping in to post this quiz that ive been tagged by dear huiting to do . haha , imma total bum but i like doing quizzes .


1.what have you been doing recently?
sleeping , binging , sleeping , binging and more sleeping !

2.if you dont have money what will you do ?
go wash cars for everyone in my estate and charge a good solid fee of $15 for th mini coopers,
$30 for th hybrids , and $50 for th BMs and merc . oh and walk dogs or sth like that .

3.if you want to die , who would you want to die with ?
wouldnt wanna bring anyone down with me .

4.what time did you wake up ?
7am . first day of art course today .

5.do you need a boyfriend to support you ?
nah.

6.who is your really bestfriend?
dont have one . nada . zilch .

7.now who are you talking to ?
johnny from next door.

8.now what do you feel like doing ?
mhmm, going on a rollercoaster ride.

9.would you like a new life?
ah, thats a good question. :}

10.is your friendship complicated ?
nope .

11.do you like your parents ?
sure do . unconditional love .

12.who are your best people ?
kukutribe , maggot , caifang , my dawg , for were , Sarah & titi

13.who do you hate ?
that , my dear friends , is for me to know , and for you to find out . *smirks*

14.do you hate the person who loves you ?
and who might that be ?

15.now would you like t go out ?
just got back but why not if ive got invites then yeee-ha ! yeah .

and yeah , 10 people ive tagged t do ,


1.joanna
2.sherlyn
3.xinghui
4.enqi
5.chiachin
6.vannyssa
7.rebecca
8.huimin
9.caroline
10.shimin

if anyone listed up thr doesnt feel like doing , im cool w it . but i'd rather you did th darn quiz !
HAHA . ok later guys.



p.s. johnny does not exist . that was out of pure randomness . lol

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hello yello .

today i could have have stayed under th covers till lunchtime if it wasnt for my mum who kept yelling at me t get up cos giulia was gonna have tuition in 5 minutes .
and so i jumped out of bed at 9 but in th end th teacher came at 12 .
my mum told me a whopper just to get me out of bed and i was annoyed cos i was planning to sleep in th whole morning . i made a mental note to not fall for such tricks in future . lol


her new teacher is really cool anw , though i find her kindof like a dyke . she gave her an alex rider gizmo book explaining all th different gadgets used in his missions for M16 , which ive completed all series , and i bet he is hotter then james bond anw . lol . sad how i never get such cool presents . speaking of which ,, i was thinking of begging my parents to get me a lava lamp or a skateboard or , a trampoline *BOING!* since they wont buy me my own notebook . ive got to earn tt one . giulia wants a telescope . go figure . rofl , but i think tts pretty cool too though im not into astrology or astronomy . idk which is which really ,

lunch was disgusting cos today , my mum asked matto to blend celery and parsley and beetroot into th juice which i amazingly finished all by clipping my nose , and drinking it in . gross . dont. ever. try. that. i guess t my mum we're like guinea pigs in a lab experiment and she's like making us drink all th weird stuff she asks to be put in our juices . thats ''animal-human'' abuse . anw , its just a crime what she does to supposedly healthy fruit juices . grosstuff .

after lunch maggotsim called me in distress talking abt stuff that was bothering her and told me abt her abnormal mood swings at trg this morning , and well she asked me to come over and yeah , i decided to give her th time of th day , *laughs* since i was quite free though my initial plan was to complete alphabet of dreams cos its due sat , which is tmrw . but i decided t go anw . she was a damsel in distress . lol only i was a friend to go check on her not a knight in shining armour or bleh . haha

and nope , i didnt cycle thr this time .
i bused thr and enqi asked if she could come over to my house cos she didnt wanna go bowling with her friends which was weird cos bowling is FUN ! but nvm . couldnt reply her cos my phone no more $$$ . saddening . so i took 851 and it was a new very new bus , with a huge uglae merce logo on its front and smelt of new car smells , leathery smells and all . and right at th second last row , i spotted this really hawt guy , *swoon* my hot guy radar must have picked his prescence up cos it was crowded but i managed t spot him . i am talking abt him cos ive never seen anything like him . he doesnt look local , doesnt look angmoh , idk what he looked like , but he is so crushworthy . i got the hots for him right there and then , and i know its only a one day thing which is sad but sigh , dont remind me . lol . he looked nth like most guys . and his hair was tousled in a nice messy kind of way . nice :D he's like just nice muscular and he wasnt that tall , just avg , but his looks covered up for everything . and i could tell he just came from trg . i sat right behind him and tried not to look to long at th back of his head . i am pathetic . someone tell me t get a grip . and he looks like his in JC . and prob has a hot gf , so tough break for me , but life goes on . rofl
after he left , i had th urge t wave bye , but stopped myself before i made myself look like some freakshow on a public NEW bus . a bunch of AJC guys came on but they were nth like hothunk . i finally got down at sher's stop and it was alr raining . *drizzledrizzle* and there was a handsome american dude w another guy which looked handsome too in a gayish kind of way but was nth like hothunk . ROARRRR! rawr.

went up to meet maggot and we talked abt school , training , dreams , and hothunk , and other stuff . telling grandmother tales . oh yeah , i did see sarah and farah too , they were th first thing i saw when i entered . i cooed over them like they were real babies . dont worry , come to think of it i am disgusted by myself too . but im starting to accept them . they are not too bad i guess . just dolls . sigh

we went down for icecream and as usual sherlyn made a mess , we were sitting in th clubhouse and i counted like i think 6 drips on th floor from th melting icecream , plus she spilled some on her clothes . and she just laughed . shameless . roflolol !
went to eat dinner at 4.30 at th clubhouse cafe , and yes , you know how i ate but i tried to watch my eating . lol but haha , what do you know .
sher made a mess again too . its not cute when she makes a mess trust me . but im used to it . i think ill buy a bib for her for christmas . im sure it'll come in handy :D

played volleyball after that cos th swings were occupied and i didnt dare to act like some big playground bully to get th ppl swinging to get off . ive got th size and mean look for one , but not th guts . TEEHEE .

we tried playing rally and sher kept wanting to make me go for digs , like making me fall . cos thats what she did for trg today but i didnt dare to fall so willingly . i mean who will ? haha i got pretty sloshed too cos th grass nearby was muddy , and almost like a marsh and i stepped on it w my barefeet but after you get used t it , its alright . lol .
after a really cheated , broken rally of 25 , we went up and it was time for me to go home anw .

bused back and reached at 7 plus , no one home except matto and she said noone was coming home for dinner so i sneaked t the market w her and yeah after what happened ytd , i rmbered not to sit at th stalls nearby that area where you knw , i didnt eat cos i alr ate , surprisesurprise but i am trying to stop myself . (ty CF) and i treat her to nasi briyani and it cost 4 bucks . like wth . and she said its not even nice . ungrateful . lol , and the guy gave her 1$ brunei note and i have no idea if you can use that in SG but i didnt want it . it just looked so foreign to me to be used and i went back and asked for S$ , and i argued for 3mins plus just beacuse of that , im really stubborn . i know that , stubbon mule . and now im thinking , everytime i go thr will i have to cause a scene or raise a stink ? lol such luck .

and now im home , noone's back yet , and my dog's growling at th window which is getting me pretty freaked but i guess its a dog thing . gonna go read my book now .

and P.S , to those that msged me and i didnt reply , sorry , replis will be late cos phone yup , no $ , got go get my card .


and before i forget , attention all dudes and dudettes , on rebecca lee li zhen 's behalf im telling you that if you want to go for her bbq at her hs , (ask her for theee add , ) , pls let her know . i mean if youre interested . ok thats all . no more advertisements ! ;D


toodles !

i think i woke up on th wrong side of bed today .

only that doesnt really make sense cos one side of my bed's facing th wall and th other's th only way to get out of bed. lol , but still......

i stayed up th whole night reading vampire kisses . yeah like wth , but i had to cos i wanna borrow more books so im stuffing myself day in day out .
serena+books . geekfreak ., wtv.

slept at 4 and twisted knobs on 3 alarm clocks for fear of not getting up in time to pass stuff t this extremenessnessness fag , his royale dawgness ,. well im saying tt cos im bleddy pissed cos this morning he made me feel like a pageboy , or wtv you call errandboys , these days.
woke up at 6, feeling so beated , pooped ? sighsighsigh!
and yeah cos i was running late cos i was scared someonE! would miss th flight , instead of waiting for th buses to chug down lazily through super deserted roads whr i could flagged one , get on & play king of thee bus , i took my trusty ol' bike , though (i'd only known it for 3 weeks ), and cycled th crapp outta me when i went uphill st nicks hillyhill , and oh boy , did it start t pour , drop by drop then thunderous , and got sloshed in mud and morning dew (if thats what you call it ) and theese blades of grass where like stuck onto my legs . and yeah , mudmarks . but i enjoyed th adrenaline rush anw , leave out th part whr i had to break for not clashing into an old man /.
well , i reached and waited downstairs for really long , wasting my msgs informing i was here and to come down cos no way i was going up w th bike . and no replies . not one . and , my phone only had 38cents left . i was alr getting impatient cos my mum was starting to call and yeah i knew what was coming if i pickd up th call , so horrid as i am , i put it on silent and told myself t pretend i nvr saw that and she'll stop . but what do you know , i got a total of 6 missedcalls .
i pushed my heavy bike up th impossible stairs . and ive beeeen telling myself to get a lock but i havent so there . i'd say i hiked up a couple of floors cos my bike was too huge t fit th crummy lift . fatbike , or maybe i was th one taking up most of th space . rofl .HAHA , most would like to think tt way . lol
okay , but at that time , it was no funjoke . i was soaked in sweat , rain , dew , mud . a big mess.
i was just outside th door and i msged again , NO REPLY .
after an eternity of 3o++++++ mintues , th mom came out maybe i stinked so she came out t look . gawd , idk ! and she looked like a nice person so i just gave evrything to her and got the hell out of thr quick cos i was alr getting my eight call from my mum .

and no reply , no thanks , no nth .
typical in fact .
i did this all , as a friend doing a favour for another friend , expecting nth in return .
but you could have at least said smth ? like im going alr , and whr cos my things are W you .
but no , nth . NADA .
IHATEYOU .
thr and then !!

things got no better when i got home .
called my mum to explain stuff , and yeah cleared up things w her .
and she said if i were t disappear just like tt at such random timings , my bike will disappear for good. for good . hear that duck ?!
no Ds for you .

then she made me go to th market w her in this miserable morning weather .
and she brought a kettle along , *FAINT!* to fill w soyabean at theeeee! market .
and i had to carry th big ugly umbrello which was an ugly yellow , th colour of muck .
she dragged me everywhere . and at th seafood sec , i almost fell into a sloppery bucket on th sloppery floor when a row of fishes , god knows what breed , were still breathing , gills straining and all . and one just suddenly flipped and flapped ! terrifying . =_______________='' !!

and when we were gonna leave i realised phone wasnt w me and yeah i knew then i screwd up big time . esp when i went back to th soyabean uncle and he said one of th cleaners might have taken it cos it was on th table . so i Qsned 3 . and they kept telling me to ask th ''ya-ba'' . mute . thats what you call your colleagues , shame on you guys .
but yeah i could see why . he's so corrupted .
my mum and i asked him for th phone using a mixture of chinese , english , sign lang .
and yeah he ''said'' he had it . in his pocket .
but he demanded tt we give him 5 bucks t get it back .
and knowing my mum , well , I KNOW my mum ,
she talking so rapidly in english asking him for th phone bck and saying , no , no 5 bucks .
evryone started looking . we were causing a scene and it was right thr and then i wish i was nvr born !!
and i got so fed up , i didnt know who i wanted t scream at more , mum or th guy .
so i just told her she could cut my allowance and give th damn $$ t th guy and i told her to stop talking so much cos he didnt even get english . and she was like starting to threaten to call th police . and i pitied th guy coshe's prob despo for $$ and all , but hell . thats my phone !
then my mum started complaining to th bull frog porridge stall owner and im like , sheesh==
i dont know how it ended , th silly feud ! my mum got th phone back eventually and out of pity? gave onebuck. *HUGESIGH!*

and thats how th tragic morning ends .

and i was so peeved i went home losked myself in my room and slept until 12 .
the rest of th day was glum-NESS .
just idk , tuition and reading books with musty smells .

i dont feel bored . i feel like a really boring person . SIGH!

tired . gonna sleep . but i'll make a call first . ==


bon voyage J , you suck .


TATAS !

here's th real fishlips . mick jagger and maybe , th fugly batfish . get a load of this ! HAHA!

'sup! im BIA yawlz!

havent touched th com since forever cos my sis was put on a ban during her exam period nd that affected me cos i depend on her for acccess t the com .
thats how third world i am .
no teeevee , no com , nada . zilch .
and they say this life is over-rated .
drool --

anw , shooo that aside , here's some breaking newsbefore i talk abt my week .

my house is not safe anymore !
ohhell , it sure isnt !!

well , they put up a notice downstairs stating that a cobrasnake , 50cm was spotted around T1-T4 . and tt's like the whole place ! tt freaking freaked th living freaklights out of me !
and now , i live in casa horrifico . sigh .
the only comforting thought is tht it wont be able to eat or should i say swallow me whole cos i'm way to large on it's dietscale . and it'll probably get a spasm , suffer from a roaring stomach ache
and some serious bowel disfunctionalism , wtv tts supposed t mean . HAHA
ive banned my dog from nightwalks anw , cos th last time i heard , a jackrussell got swallowed whole by a python . how unruly . D:
for th moment , im keeping my eyes on th ground everytime i walk and lol , i sometimes hop abt for no reason cos i think too much thinking thrs a snake nearby on th loose .
and just ytd , i developed th habit of looking up at th trees thinkin it might start raining snakes . i think im needing therapy . period . to cool my nerves . lol
huuuurup . *rattle!!*

enough of snakes . gross beings .


moving on , think me bookish but ive been reading alot since last week and now that th lib is extending our loans , ive borrowed a heap .

• labour of love
• alphabet of dreams
• luna;a novel
• scrambled eggs at midnight
• egghead;a novel
• disguised;a wartime memoir
• call me maria
• razzle
• unexpected development
• freak

so far ive cleared labour of love , freak , luna , disguised & unexpected development . im currently juggling scrambled eggs at midnight and egghead . yeah eggish , sure but theyre two diff books . i dont mash both stories up though . just reading as much as poss. haha .

my fav is luna & disguised .

luna's abt this girl , regan , who has a bro called liam , whos really luna by night . cos she's a transgender , and only dares to reveal herself at night dressing up , putting makeup doing girltalk w regan . its sad and new stuff , foe well , me . cos i know nuthink abt trans , but liam's not gay , he's just a girl stuck in a guy's body and th books abt his fight to break free and show ''her'' true self and gain acceptance from other peeps , who are kinda insensitive , but regan , pressured , is her ''pillar of strength'' and stands by her , through incessant taunts and hardships . thrs more but im lazy to say . thrs a good ending anw , he , or she , luna or liam , leaves home and goes out to correct his gender disorder to become a happier person and unveil her true identity.

disguised is abt a girl who's of dutch-indonesian heritage , rita la fontaine , she was twelve during th time th jap occupation took place . and because of tt her parents decided to give her a makeover to disguise her as a boy to prevent th japs from taking her away to become a ''comfort woman'' and it works . she actually , as a guy , manages to gain th respect&trust of th jap officers to do paperwork in th office like a pageboy kinda thing . she's called rick as a guy . talks abt her life during th war . coolstuff.

unexpected development is a really not-worth your time reading book but so what . HAHA . lol well th girl , megan , she has huge boobs and is depressed cos she claims that guys only want to go out w her for one reason , well no , make that two , rofl , if you got th joke . what a saddo anw .then she has plans to use her summerjob pay savings to either pay of her college tuition fees or go for a boob reduction job . wowzers . like go figure . hoho

then well i'll cut most of th parts , here's abt th only thing i really gained from reading that book , gawd . twenty different words for breasts .

bongos , boobs , cantaloupes , chi-chis , grapefruits , headlights , highbeams , himalayas , honkers , hooters , jugs , marangas , melons , mountains , ta-tas , taters , tits , tomatoes , watermelons and finally yams .

and hey , theyre all in good alphabetical order . hardeeharhar.

boobies.no biggie really .

the rest of my week was spent on movies and cycling and yeah , eating .

• quantum of solace
• coffin
• lakeview terrace
• HSM3

th 007 movie , i watched it twice , once with some ghees and chicas and another time w my family . lol th beginning was kinda droney but i liked th song anw , gonna dl it . the bond girls , ms fields , she looks so easy , if you get what i mean & camille , well she's quite hot . hmph . chill , im not jealous . HAHA.

coffin , well need i say more ,

lakeview terrace , ive only got one thing to say, th cop's a real fag ,if i could , i so would have given him a goodkick up th i cant say whr . he's worse than my sis . lol i know its a movie but truly ! haha , sigh .

moving on ,,

weve been streamed and weve got th results , im in 3/2 , pure chem and i chose ss history . well , i got a rough picture of th new classmates ill be having , and hope no one eliminates me just yet . hoho .i may be a spaz at times , but im nice ;D lol , self praise . that cant be good , haha but i am screaming original and a good citizen . you'll love me ! ;D haha and for th good ol' buddies who are in 3/2 and will be stuck w me for another 2 years , well hello ! ;D seeya and here's another thing . 19 guys roughly , what a leap from th 8 guys i shared a whiteboard and duster w for two wholey years . lol miss ya'll 2/1 . but everythin needs a change .

change , ,,, and since we're on ze topic of change , well im writing only now and its slow news coming from me but obama won th elections and is now officially th most powerful dude in all of th U.S. of A .which is a goodthing , though it didnt brinmg tears t my eyes cos im no americano.but yayness . well as for th poor old geezer , john mccain , he musnt be feeling too popular at the moment . lol . which is a relief , he's not president cos his , would be succesor if he dies(well he is looking shaky at th mo), sarah palin is a total warphead .''th diff between a pitbull and a hockeymum ,, -- lipstick '' like whats that even supposed to mean . thats just so insanelycrappy. then thr's how everyone jokes abt , ''and i can see russia from my house !'' sure , afterall she does live in alaska . roflol . well my point is , she's just sad in politics . she doesnt even know whats th bush doctorine and neither do i , but she was running for VP not me . lol but th party's over anw . viva B.obama , th first african-amrican t make hist as president .

wow what A rant . X}

okay thats about as far as i go for this post , or i'll jam my fingers or get spasms from typing , which ive been talking abt evrything way too much . but nvm since i havent blogged for days . whoever bothered t read up until this far , well , im touched , *snorts* no really i am . its good to know someone cares to hear my rantings and its good to yak abt a really stuffed week .

p.s. , as to why i dint go for trg today , well , sorry guys i overslept . big surprise hurh , but pigs have a tendency t sleep more than required . esp slacker ones like me . haha and when i woke up thr was 3o mins left till th end of trg , so i just went back to snooze mode . Z

p.p.s. im really peeved . twillight's NC16. now im gonna miss my movie on th bigscreen.sigh==

p.p.p.s i miss that ghee already , th babe who went overseas . come back soon ! ;D

anw , TATAS!!

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hichichic. HIC.
im having th hiccups and im not having th time of my life .
put those two together you get yourself a nice hardened solidified fossilised petierfied pot of oatmeal.
get it ?
i dont . no i do not getit . in fact it sounds kinda like fogged up bullshitsits to me .
but when youre funny upset , you'll be excused ( so pardon me , l-o-l) .
im kinda in a strange mood which even i dont know how to handle myself.
but im hoping i'll live


put all th trash talk aside ,
my life th past few days ,
well , i'd say ive been in delirious states , w a double big D .
ive been thinking alot and sorting out my mind , but it gets confusing at times
and you end up getting tangled up in all th wrong spots and feel like theres no way out .
haha , here's one word to make yall understand tt better ,
i , I . screwed up bigtime .
w myself . what a saddo. rofl laughlaughlaugh. HAHA.
i did have several weird talks with myself .
and hey-soos. thats spania , spanish for jesus , jesu.
don't tell me .
ive had plenty mindbattles too . so raging , so firing in that thick skull of mine ,
which really wasn't th empty vessel i thought it to be .
and guess what, i even talked to my , mum .
she's no chica but she'll do .
thats kinda unusual for me . something so out-of-theeeeis-world.
i told her my story and yeah she did go off th topic several times , but you know what ,
something just grabbed me then and there after she left and i felt so numb .
its like i'd forgotten how hysterical i actually was when she first found me in my room .
maybe its the mum-to-child calming , effect ?
now i know alls not lost .
anyway , all i was really trying to say was that , its like i'd forgotten how to be sad .
for just that moment .
ive been enlightened , hardeeharhar.
and that night ,
i slept like a log , at rest after passing fitful sleeps .
only that i was told that my crying and laughing in my sleep kept some awake .
so maybe it was some troubled sleep afterall.

i'm not trying to act emo or anything , cos this is not emo .
no . dont stereotype me just yet .
this is , a stage i go through at this point of time because well my life has turned out this way .
with fate , brings , my emotions and feelings and a mental test as to how i'll approach people , certain people now , and if , i am able to do it ''au naturale'' wthout affecting others and still be able to not lose myself in all this , erm i call it mind ''hulabalu?'' lol

anw , all this doesnt really make sense to others but it does to me some how and i wrote it out here so that one day i could come back to read it .
cos i'm saying , this is a rare experince of feelings and emotions i am going through right now and i dont want to forget how it feels though i'd say i wont wanna ever experience it again cos it hurts too . i just wanna be reminded .

and tell me something , if you do have the answer .
does it occur to you if youre like me too , why is it that sometimes certain people just get it all , or why is it that the harder you want something so bad , th more difficult it seems to be able to get hold of it ? or why is it that you still want to believe in something even when you know , its not happening . maybe cos you still have hope and faith .
but then tell me , is it foolish to have hope and faith in something that seems so out of your reach but might , with a little turn of events seem attainable ?


i dont know how i feel now .
my hearts in pieces ( like messed up ) well both if you get what i mean .
i dont feel sad , angry , happy , jealousy , pride , annoyed , irritated , anxious , love .
love . what is love . someone tell me that pronto because ive found my answer but im thinking i might be wrong afterall .
you know , when for a moment you lose all sense of feelings , it kind of scares you .
and gets me thinking , if my heart is now numb .
and right now , i wish it would remain like th way it is forever .


p.s . whoever reads all this , thinks im a fraud , but i understand . maybe what i said is nonsensical . and sounds like im trying to gain sympathy from others but really im not . if you guys find me a freak for now, i totally understand .
i just hope i'll be back soon .
cos even im getting all weirded out by me . truly .

stop putting your heart on display already . you might feel good , you dont know but its just gonna hurt me more .
i dont want to see it , but i still can't stop myself . because your every move to her is too precious to miss and i for one am not gonna let my emotions get in th way . but please if you only knew how bad it crushes me , stop it .

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