i am effin fookin fuckin fackin fishin faggotty fibblibidy feeling PISSED off.
thats not very nice and good vocab t describe emotions but in a time like this ,
and trust me everyone whos been feeling pissed beyond pissed , you will forgive me for my super unglam indecent languauge ! lol damn i dk why im laughing too. sigh
anw , i am pissing pants pissed cos i wasted my whole afternoon on stupid people
who really frazzled my nerves. damn , they are ugly people , scraping ugly !
my mum , she took time off from her busy schedule ,
and all those out there who have working mums , or homemaker mums , you know how hard our
mums work sometimes they dont even have time for themselves , thats not the case but
my mum dropped a few appointments to bring me to the doc cos i said long ago i had a terrible muscle prob in my back . maybe a muscle twist , tear , or sprain ? i dont know
its been going on for 8 months and just got beyond unbearable .
if i could , i would hack my back until there was nth left of that area .
this week it got worse , my right scapula feels not balanced w my left ,
it feels heavier , and extremely sore and weak and tired and pain and erm inflamed
and everytime i touch it , thr's a really faint throbbing feeling like theres fever inside . and i know its an internal feeling cos noone else seems to be able to feel it .
sometimes , it gets so extreme , i sleep for long hours on end just to forget about the pain .
and its affecting me badly cos for exams now , i have to sit confined t the chair for so long .
so we went t gleneagles ,
and i was first reffered to the rheumatherapic department .
haha like rheumatism , at my age ? lol
all three doctors were not in .
neverm cos we didn't make appointment anw.
then , we saw on the ground floor of the annexe there was an orthopaedwhatsit . okay i dont rmb th names but then they are toilet roll long.
we went in and the desk assistant said that my case was suitable for this doc .
my mum and i didnt know so we relied fully on what she told us .
only one doc was around th other was at another hosp doing work .
i told my prob to the doc and i could see from his office it was full of bone models.
wrong place , wrong person .
my mum just told the doc my problem and he obviously was blabbering cos it was not his field and he was trying to act all professional in muscle stuff . he was stuttering too for christ sake man and was like arr , err , ummm , uhhh . and his grammar was atrocious .
if he talked like that for his oral , god bless him.
and the crapp he was talking !
it was so obvious he knew nothing much about my problem and he still droned on , wanting to keep and hold us longer only so he could charge us for consultation fees .
he's one hell of an assbitch.his assistant too . she came to stand at the door when my mum tried
to tell the doc no thanks and we so badly wanted to get out fast .
then that schtupid extra medusa fedo memina keep saying stuff to back up her equally schtupid doc . such loyalty can only be admired . not
he kept saying stuff like , mhhmm , hmm , must be because of her sitting posture .
you know the way she sit when she write , or she use the comm for too long , or she carry heavy things . monkeydonkey shit you . who cant say all that junk . yeah its all true but give me more stuff that will tell me the real prob if not let us out of your skunking skanging shanguin shagged up office .
when i was like opening the door , he had the cheek to close it and say , do you want me to refer
you to other departments , or the camden ? (its this really ex hosp) like wth no thanks man .
my parents wallets are gonna bleed dry from the ridiculous med bills that they charge . maybe good service thr but the prices arent as nice too.
then my mum was like , i will bring her to a physiotherapist first then mabe will bring to another doc another day . and he was like want me to refer a physio ?
i was like growling man . back off you fraud . how did you even make it out of med school.
i know this sounds ranty , petty or even childish , but i was pissed that he had not integrity to own up that it was not his field and should have told us flat that he couldnt help us ,
plus i was disgusted . doctors are supposed to have compassion , where is his man
cant help me , nvm , still want to charge us consultation fees of 117 bucks.
he still came out again and said , want me to refer ....
i felt like giving a good kick up his basket . take that mister
you are the ugliest person i ever met .
even uglier than a scarecrow who has no heart .
i ranted all th way home.
for once my mum didn't complain much.
she said it was a cheating easy way to get money .
good people's money that is not rightfully yours.
damn . and theres nth i can do about it .
this bozo wasted my afternoon . part of it when i could have slept or studied .
i have never felt so angry in a long time i feel like making it public.
i dont think im the only one who kna this kind of sarky people who just have a suck attitude
and cowards w no balls to admit and instead just charge you .
damn i dont feel like writing already .
ive written chunks of nth but anguish anw .
mhmph.
rump.
p.s. sorry if my bitch fits are too much for you but everyone has a bitch in them anw.
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