mahjong freaks . esp kareen jeng & xing hui . tsktsk
yi chou and jengyih (unglam) haha
the back area of ''our house'' , w th bbq pits !
sizzling hot food ;D
a bunch of pretty girls i know who helped out alot at bbqueing
these hardworking peeps where doing most of th kitchen work
vannyssa and erm , yeah hand , lol in a mad attempt to go against her will to finish every single morsel of that mountainous pasta pile
vvvannnyssa'sssssssssssssss .
benson's , and he actually finished 99.8% of that .
vvvannnyssa'sssssssssssssss .
benson's , and he actually finished 99.8% of that . and couldnt move afterthat like an anaconda tt swallowed a cow whole
at the rocky area near th waters where we sat for 3hrs plus talking
at the rocky area near th waters where we sat for 3hrs plus talking
and waiting for almost nonexistent sunrise to emerge ==.
t the right , i'm thinking its a port but not to sure , 
still dark
the ships .
the first night when tingting wore those moomoo pants -.-
t the right , i'm thinking its a port but not to sure , anw , this is th first lights of dawn at around 5plus-ish
in th weeeeeeeeee hours of th morning
still dark
the ships .
the first night when tingting wore those moomoo pants -.-
and her care bear (lol) that she can't sleep wthout ?!
sherlyn maggot sim rolled herself into a cocoon .
sherlyn maggot sim rolled herself into a cocoon .
she's probably the ugliest caterpillar ive ever seen . (JK) ;D
joanna; i cant even tell what she's trying to be .
joanna; i cant even tell what she's trying to be . just cold i guess , the room was super chilly .
jiaqing was camshy at th moment & kareen was busy at work .lol
OTAH MADNESS
crazeeeeeeeeee.
hello !
i heard it all , what they said ,
jiaqing was camshy at th moment & kareen was busy at work .lol
OTAH MADNESS
crazeeeeeeeeee.
hello !
ive been gone three days and two whole nights ! lol
for the long awaited chalet of course .
day one ,
when we arrived ,
me&sher&huiting , we took my mum's car thr and when we reached vanny was already there w her aunt unpacking stuff and so we helped .
then the rest turned up and we started getting ready for the bbq while some people , haha , imean th ''fantastic four'' went to rent bikes which they didnt even want to continue riding after like 30 mins , so evil tummy and i took over 2 bikes .
i rode th so called couple bike which was really weird cos no one was cycling on th bike behind me so it looked like my imaginenary friend was paddling along w me . ;D
i didn't really help out much on bbqueing th food .
and on th first day we had some difficulty starting th fire .
and on th first day we had some difficulty starting th fire .
vanny me benson jeng went walked all th way to cheers to get supplies ,
which we made many trips to , on foot and on wheels (bicycle lah )
played lots of volleyball and ate alot .
there was bbq stingray ( which i got to try , and its nice ) , satay , otah , sweet potato , corn , taiwanese sausage , marshmallows , and idk man , we just ate like thr was no tmrw .
we didnt sleep on th first night but went up to watch naked weapon while some of them played cards , didn't join in cos im a noob T.T
and watched balls of fury but not th whole thing ,
then went down to th beach , with jeng leading th pack , and get this , jinen slept in th house alone and i have no idea how he did it . lol
we sat down at the rockyrock area . it was around 4am at that time .
we talked alot about th past 2 years of experiences in class and even talked about revelations , religions , and the end of th world ,
which if you ask me , haha , was really demoralising , th talk abt the end of mankind .
but anw , we didnt really get to catch sunrise
but we spent good quality time talking th early hours of th morning away .
then before going back , th others sat at a sheltered area while jeng , xinghui , jia qing and me went aside to hear supernatural experiences & stories . kinda irks you but i try not to think about it :}
went back only to find jinen still in deep deep slumber . lol
so others went back up to sleep while me vanny jeng stayed downstairs and talked about some things , while vanny prepared breakfast .
she's like a mother , take care and feed us so well .
way to go mom !
haha
after the whole house had woken up , xinghui left for work and jahwee and the rest who sisnt sleep over came back and me and huiting kept saying we would go to cheers t get more supplies but lol , th sun was freaking hot and we refused t walk and we couldnt borrow bikes from 2/5 cos they returned them . so i dozed off waiting for th bike rental . i woke up to loud shouts , chill , just some 2/5 guys and vanny and jeng gambling their money away ,
left w huiting after a while .
we played waterbombs too , vanny's style which was really fun
we started th second day bbq again and this time we did have a guest , only that i cant say who , lol cos she prefers to stay anonymous . haha
ask me no qs and i'll tell you no lies ;D
but she was great company and even did some viet talk for us .
she said she took vietnamese as her third lang .
kareen , xinghui and jengyih plus soem on and off players played mahjong all afternn and into th evening . its a wonder their not suffering from severe buttcramps having glued themselves t the chairs for so long . lol
sher and i played , lol soccer w yi chou , only that we were kinda noob , and he taught us how t kick th right way and after tt we played vb w him too.
we also played w waterbombs that sher and me painstakingly (lol) filled up .
but sadly jeng and yichou couldnt really join in cos they had to go off and wouldnt be good to sit in th car dripping wet . lol
we secretly went down th water slide too , only to be caught by this old dude who insisted that we come out at once since we were in clothes .
in th end yichou was dragged t th swimming pool , while vanny me jiaqing and jeng stayed behind and talked and yeah he was reluctant t go but couldnt stay cos of an early appointment th next day which is saddening .
he left before evryone else came back from th pool soaking wet , including yichou
and after yi chou left also , we all got a msg from jengyih that was so erm , heartbreaking ? sigh
made us erupt into tears , it was a very sad moment lah , i mean we all know that we might not be together next year , but being reminded like that , the truth , it hits you hard in th face , yeah , thats when it hurts .
that night ,
me and sher slept th earliest ,
it was a fitful sleep for me , my fever came during th night and wouldnt go .
i woke up many times at night , the howling wind and th rain outside didnt make things any better . i would say it was th worst night of my life . lol
in th end i got up from th bed at 6 plus and sat thr , i was freezing though th others claimed t be hot . then sher woke up and we went down and sat thr for some time .
i never felt so horrible before , my throat was like sore and hard and my head was throbbing like shit and eyeballs on fire , mucles ached so bad and my bones were pain and i was like having bonefever , lol walking down th stairs was such a feat for me .
after some time i went back up and slept this time , better , i used sher's blankets also . so didnt feel too cold .
woke up at 9.3o around thr and no choice , we all had to straighten up th place before checking out .
went t th office to turn in keys and etc ,
2/5 peeps also checking out .
then we waited forever for shuttle bus to come pick us .
we stopped at th pasirris mrt , and went separate ways .
i cabbed home w sherlyn while vanny left w ting and joanna .
fantastic four went t have their lunch .
reached home and check temp , was boiling 40 degrees
so i slept and took panadols .
by mid afternoon , fever went down to 38 degrees but still there .
my mum took care of me lol. she didnt even scold me for not drinking enough water cos all th food , esp th bbq i ate th past two days is toxins .
but thats not th case , my dad said it was because of my irregular eatings and sleep modes so my immune system is kinda low at th moment .
yeah its all my fault. haha
went t see doc lastnight and told me th same old stuff .
and put me on so much medications.
and said it was a nasty flu and its here to stay and will probably go only earliest next mon .
and he gave me an MC for todays trg .
so no trg today .
im so bored at home ,
im so isolated , long hours just sitting there ,
and i hate it cos when im not busy , i start to think about things that make me sad .
hopefully i can recover real quick and go out next week .
got to go watch movies before vanny goes to batam next week .
anyway , here's what i'll like to say ,
im gonna miss 2/1 so much , i never felt so close to certain people in class before ,
i swear that i didnt even feel reluctance or so much sadness at my p6 graduation .
i didnt even cry . i used to think it was a screwed up class , and last year , i wasted my time hanging around w only certain people and didnt bother to make other friends which will be about th biggest regret i have . friends that i made only this year really , which last year were like classmates only , i never thought that one day parting with you guys would seem so unbearable but yeah , the time has come and i cant rid th heavy feeling i have thats sinking to the bottom of my stomach and makes me feel like its the end . my heavy heart .
we've had many conflicts as a class and many arguments but we've had our good moments too .
i always thought at first that staying back each day for nomad practice was a chore , but i enjoyed myself during th whole experience cos i never felt more united and we never bonded or worked so well before . i learned more about some of you and although till today , th class is still divided into many cliques and groups , i'll miss all so badly , esp th goodfriends (you know who you are) that i have spent so much time w .
i already know w a damn heavy heart that i wont be able to go to the same class as some of my goodfriends cos its th obvious , and maybe i'll end up in a class full of ppl whom i dont know and might not accept me for who i am , not like you guys , and that scares me ,
i am scared to be alone cos im one who enjoys company ,
so i really pray hard that we go to the same class , lady luck be on our side .
and even if things dont turn out th way we want them to , i really hope that our strong bonds will keep our friendship going strong always and we will not let th fact that we are separated to stand in th way and still keep close contact and hang out often .
we will definitely make new friends but we will never ever forget th good old ones .
cos they'll be here to stay in our hearts for a long long time .
all the best everyone , when we go and see th class theyve put us in , hope its th class youve been hoping for , cos i'll be praying hard i'll go to a class that i want so badly.
peace all :)
i heard it all , what they said ,
they laughed about it , they joked .
not me , i dint' .i cried instead
cos its killing me , my broken heart .
i know that i dont stand a chance ,
but really , i cant accept this i really cant .
should i learn to live with the pain , should my heart go through th shame ,
should my wounds learn to heal all the same .
idk what to expect anymore , i rather i didnt know th truth cos it hurts so bad.
i never ever my whole life felt so much for anyone ,
i always asked people , asked freinds ,
how do you know i you're in love ?
how do you know its not an infatuation ?
everyone gave me different answers , some couldnt cos they didnt know .
one told me , you'll know when you are truly in love w someone .
and you know what , i finally know that now .
in th past , everytime th so called guy i liked had a gf or like someone else ,
i'll just be sad for that moment but forget abt him so fast .
but youre not like that . when i heard , i saw , i just cried because it was just too much to take
there's so much more i'll want to say , i even want to tell you ,
but its clear enough , you'll never see me anything more than a friend .
should my feelings for you continue to grow , i'll learn to live w th pain .
and now even i cant tell if i should smile cos we're friends , or cry beacuse i know that we cant be anything more ,
