hello.
irregular blogging lately.
been banned from comm and my phone line's been cut off.
again.

how sad a life.
all because i had a mouth slip last week and
accidentally said a really crude word to my parents.
which is so not okay to them.
i never seen my dad that angry before.
so scary. he looked more like some wild tiger at that time.
i was so shaken.
then on that very same day i got an sms during sch from him saying that
i had been banned from th comm until my studies were consistent enough
and until i managed to moderate my lang & temper.
and i had to sleep at 11pm everyday.
like har-har.
that is just so an impossible thing for me.
so whatever. i am just gonna have to live with it.
and right aftr he sent that message,
i realised my phone line was immediately cut off/.
sweet tricks.
so now my social life is terribly disrupted yet agn.
and my connection with th outside world is totally broken off.
can you hear th crack?!!
my life is so FUGLY.
from that day on,
i hardly talked to my parents.
more like strangers living under th same roof.
that goes for giulia.
i make no eyecontact with my dad,
no conversations,
no greetings.
zilch. nada.
okay, i feel guilty for being so crude.
but it was a mouth dropping.
and honestly, who moderates their lang and watches their mouth
when they are so fucking angry and fucked up?!
please. when i am so raged,
i dont give my brain time to process what it should say or not say.
and there's something really bad about me.
i've got too much pride when it comes to apologising
to my parents these days.
i find it so hard saying sorry to them.
for others, i find it easy.
if i recalled, i can hardly remember th last time
i apologised after a big arguement.
and so, i havent said sorry.
each time i want to try, i just can't bring myself to.
i don't know. i just have too much pride.
and i've got to get rid of it.

anws. today was th last time ms wong came for tuition.
she's going back to china.
i feel so rotten aftr how i hid in th backyard
last week refusing to have her lesson.
like some spoilt brat.
nvrm, she's gone now.
one tuition down.
at least there's something to celebrate about/.
:D

had a major arguement with giulia just now.
she insulted me terribly.
here's some quotes .

''birdbrain''
''peabrain''
''1000miles away from scolarships''
''stupid''
''idiotic''
''fat''
''loser''
''lousygrades''
''always getting zeroes''
''i am smarter then you''

got she's sucha bitch right.
and i was like
'' why is your vocab so limited?
didn't you say you were on your school's debate team?
you sure know how to talk.well keep trying,
cos at the rate you are going, you've got alot of catching up to do.''

&taht was how i shut her up for th first time.
and she was sputtering trying to say something,
thinking of a comeback.
and that'e when i got her.
HAHA. stupidass.
no respect for her older sister.
tsk tsk.

feel like ponning sch tml.
hate mondays because ms juliana tay B**** knows
th perfect way to ruin it.
still considering anws.
i'll feel like sleeping in th whole day.
like a dead maggot.

see first.

:)

bye!

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