hey.

ytd; was like this.


didn't go for th wake in th end.
i couldn't find th add.
and sher wasn't allowed anws.
now, i feel really rotten.

aftr school.
we had things according to plan.
it was horrible.
but sigh. what's there to do about it.
what's done 's done /.
at least everything has settled down for now.
and things are quiet.
went home with becca to make up for all th times i had PS her.
lols. ;D

tdy;
had hairstyle check.
ms nadhirah, poor her.
she's currently warded for th moment.
some intestinal problemo.
GET WELL SOON.
for now guys, we can feel free to keep our nails long,
and for once, loosen up -
till she's back.
shakira,shakira. ROFL.
jiaqing calls her that.
hoho.

ponned consultation after school.
went out with nanas to bugis.
was supposed to but paint for class wall painting,
but i so refused to use my own muney,
so i'll wait till th tchers give it to me.
bugis bus ride so darn long,as usual.
she went to pierce her ears agn at bugis ville inside.
idk how t describe taht part of th ear.
th small inner part.
as for me, i lost th enthusiasm to pierce a longlong time ago.
so nada for me .
ZILCH.
attempt to find a bag failed.
eveybag taht i liked which i came across was rejected by nanas.
it was either too what shit.
too boy,
too girl,
too vintage,
texture unacceptable.
hais. for now , i'm givin up.
i'll wait till th right one comes along.
and she forbade me to buy this pair of cute gingerbreadman earrings.
she said it was fugly.
bet kareen will side with me luhs.

after everything,
took th long busride back.
slept wrongly and woke up with a stiff neck.
was 7.30 plus when got home.
i had off-ed my phone earlier to ignore my mum's calls.
i pon lab .
nvr go, she must have known.
i am just so bad like taht.
but i'm getting sick of lab luhs.
bores me now.
th pepo are too dead.
no hotties.
th work given is just so depressing.
last week,we did hitler.
th video still disturbs me.
*SIGHS*
shall persuade mum to let me quit.

made a bet with nanas.
tdy, i , serena th banana.
am going to go dieting,gyming,crash slimming
whatever u call it.
and by june, i must lose at least 5kg.
or else,i'll have to buy th MYUK wallet she wants.
i could just visualise my 30 bucks flying away luh.

nopenope/.
so not gonna happen.
but i'll say dieting for me is a definitley so not gonna happen thing.
i practically live to eat.
now, i shall suffer.
trying to diet.
HAR-DEE-HAR-HAR.
fat hope man.

but we'll see.

i'm so depressed lately.
pepo have been making me.
wherever i go, ppl say;
'' hey serena, looks like your baby sis is catching up with you.
she's getting taller each time i see her. she's gonna be taller than you.
sure one, just look at th slight diff now.
you are short compared to your sis.''

wow. now isn't that just too much/.
yup i know. its true.
and hey i don't need reminders .
i see my sis like everyday.
and its not like my sis , th oh so sweet one,
taht ppl so pat jiao,anyhow assume,
doesn't stand in front of th mirror when i'm in her prescence,
(with th tilt of her chin,th fake sad frown,and stupidly fake worried look)
saying things like; '' oh no, i am soo short. hais, i wish i was taller, but i guess its just too bad.''
and she'll turn to me and go,'' don't you think 15ocm is too short for my age?''
and i'll be like. (cos i so refuse to give her th satisfaction of mocking me,)
oh yeah, tht's pretty short. all my friends younger siblings are way taller.''
she'll get worried then.
but she still never fails to continue doing that once in a while.
cos she's happy to see me flare.
dear god, i know life's unfair.
but does it have to go way beyond, and get this bad?
my sis has no respect for me,
i can tell from evrything to anyhting.
it's a whole list.
i gotta gain it back somehow though.
i got my pride too.

just tell me one thing.
i've come to realise,
younger siblings almost always surpass th older ones in height.
th first child is usually th shorter one.
why sia.
damn bias can.

seriously, i have a good mind to attach 5kg rice bags
to my ankles and hang on th monkey bars .
stretch!

ROFL.
just a thought.

anw, i hate being short!
it fucking sucks. =.=



;
i just never thought.
its still hard to believe
and to accept.
and all th more, it makes me realise,
how we should all treasure each and every friend,
don't take them for granted,
be there for them.
because, you just never know what tomorrow brings,
and before you know it, its just too late.

friends are th true treasures in life.
you find th right one,
after searching for so long,
and yet, within a day,
you can lose one,
just like that, truefriends are life's treasures.

this letter, dedicated to my primary school goodfriend,
following on her recent passing.

dear P,
thanks for being our friend,
for th time you were here.
i am glad that i ever met you and
we were goodfriends.
though you may be gone,
you'll still live on in our hearts , as always.
& th memories.
never forget th friendship we had, though a short one.
you were one tough girl, lots of character.
it's hard to forget you and th way you were.
sorry, i didn't get to say a proper goodbye.
hope you find peace in heaven and eternal rest
you're always right here,
in this spot, in my heart.
never forgotten.

R.I.P.
missing you loads
&so much love,
serena.

SERENA, RIOTOUS 14 (?) !
8 september 1994
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