Sunday, February 24, 2008
/3:55 AM
long time no updates.i've been put on probation for comm use . again.my password's been switched.i begged my sis to let me use hers.get a laugh at this.her password's GENIUS.can things get more sicker?! =.=anws.on friday stayed bck to do class wall painting.where pineapplehead and i got trapped in th school cos we didn't get out by 7.stayed until 8.30.went to main foyer above and shouted for help.only light was from gen office.mr singh and 2 guys saw us.he found his way in and opened th staircase shutters for us.which nanas and i bravely walked thru th darkness to th end of th corridoor th stairs thr.th elmo song did help.try singing it when u're scared.but honestly, nanas singing only made me more freaked.but whatever. ^^went hub after that for dinner .had paint all over my hands and legs.havent wash off with turpentine.sat like beggars at th wall thr and ate.people stared but nevermind luh.LOLS.sat;also went bck in th morning to do class painting.did a little.went home and slept th whole day away.i'm tired of living life . you know?ponned art. :[tdy.was so moody.full of bad nasty attitude.refused to have tuition.i hid in th backyard laundry room.th small dinghy room with all that bleach smell.and refused to come out when my chinese teacher told me too.i alr told her i don't want have lesson, she still go come.still hang up on me on th phone/.my mum also gave up trying to make me come out.my dad, th smart one, didn't even try.way to go dad. ^^went to thomson plaza popular in th aftrnn to buy stuff for class notice board.came home and went to th tennis courts to meet clarissa,jude,winny.they were studing. LIKE WOWZERS.gave them tips on hist test.hehe. ^^then chatted th aftrnn away and went down for our game in th snooker room.i suck at pool.i'm learning though.jude taught us abit but, my brain is slow and takes a long time to process.harhar.i think a little practice and violaaaaa,, i can play liao..aftr all that.they left 7 plus.was moody. but was cheered by th end of th day.that's why i say, friends always know how to make your day.ROFL.what shit i talking. lols. its true in a way.& i am hooked on pineapple tarts, andd its all your fault christina! you pineapplehead!this weekend, i , so happened to eat a whole box myself.too stressed until go eat so much.and then thr's this diet thing.okay, i promise tomorrow don't eat like pig already.serena, watch it.for now, won't be blogging often.unless i can use my sis' account.which is so not cool.my mum cut offf my line again too.so people, if i don't reply ur msgs,its because, i really cant.i'll find a way.:D toodles.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
/7:16 AM
hey.ytd; was like this.didn't go for th wake in th end.i couldn't find th add.and sher wasn't allowed anws.now, i feel really rotten.aftr school.we had things according to plan.it was horrible.but sigh. what's there to do about it.what's done 's done /.at least everything has settled down for now.and things are quiet.went home with becca to make up for all th times i had PS her.lols. ;Dtdy;had hairstyle check.ms nadhirah, poor her.she's currently warded for th moment.some intestinal problemo.GET WELL SOON.for now guys, we can feel free to keep our nails long,and for once, loosen up -till she's back.shakira,shakira. ROFL.jiaqing calls her that.hoho.ponned consultation after school.went out with nanas to bugis.was supposed to but paint for class wall painting,but i so refused to use my own muney,so i'll wait till th tchers give it to me.bugis bus ride so darn long,as usual.she went to pierce her ears agn at bugis ville inside.idk how t describe taht part of th ear.th small inner part. as for me, i lost th enthusiasm to pierce a longlong time ago.so nada for me .ZILCH.attempt to find a bag failed.eveybag taht i liked which i came across was rejected by nanas.it was either too what shit.too boy,too girl,too vintage,texture unacceptable.hais. for now , i'm givin up.i'll wait till th right one comes along.and she forbade me to buy this pair of cute gingerbreadman earrings.she said it was fugly.bet kareen will side with me luhs.after everything,took th long busride back.slept wrongly and woke up with a stiff neck.was 7.30 plus when got home.i had off-ed my phone earlier to ignore my mum's calls.i pon lab .nvr go, she must have known.i am just so bad like taht.but i'm getting sick of lab luhs.bores me now.th pepo are too dead.no hotties.th work given is just so depressing.last week,we did hitler.th video still disturbs me.*SIGHS*shall persuade mum to let me quit.made a bet with nanas.tdy, i , serena th banana.am going to go dieting,gyming,crash slimmingwhatever u call it.and by june, i must lose at least 5kg.or else,i'll have to buy th MYUK wallet she wants.i could just visualise my 30 bucks flying away luh.nopenope/.so not gonna happen.but i'll say dieting for me is a definitley so not gonna happen thing.i practically live to eat.now, i shall suffer.trying to diet.HAR-DEE-HAR-HAR.fat hope man.but we'll see.i'm so depressed lately.pepo have been making me.wherever i go, ppl say;'' hey serena, looks like your baby sis is catching up with you.she's getting taller each time i see her. she's gonna be taller than you.sure one, just look at th slight diff now.you are short compared to your sis.''wow. now isn't that just too much/.yup i know. its true.and hey i don't need reminders . i see my sis like everyday.and its not like my sis , th oh so sweet one,taht ppl so pat jiao,anyhow assume,doesn't stand in front of th mirror when i'm in her prescence,(with th tilt of her chin,th fake sad frown,and stupidly fake worried look)saying things like; '' oh no, i am soo short. hais, i wish i was taller, but i guess its just too bad.''and she'll turn to me and go,'' don't you think 15ocm is too short for my age?''and i'll be like. (cos i so refuse to give her th satisfaction of mocking me,)oh yeah, tht's pretty short. all my friends younger siblings are way taller.''she'll get worried then.but she still never fails to continue doing that once in a while.cos she's happy to see me flare.dear god, i know life's unfair.but does it have to go way beyond, and get this bad?my sis has no respect for me,i can tell from evrything to anyhting.it's a whole list.i gotta gain it back somehow though.i got my pride too.just tell me one thing.i've come to realise,younger siblings almost always surpass th older ones in height.th first child is usually th shorter one.why sia.damn bias can.seriously, i have a good mind to attach 5kg rice bags to my ankles and hang on th monkey bars .stretch! ROFL.just a thought.anw, i hate being short!it fucking sucks. =.=;i just never thought.its still hard to believeand to accept.and all th more, it makes me realise,how we should all treasure each and every friend,don't take them for granted,be there for them.because, you just never know what tomorrow brings,and before you know it, its just too late.friends are th true treasures in life.you find th right one, after searching for so long,and yet, within a day,you can lose one,just like that, truefriends are life's treasures.this letter, dedicated to my primary school goodfriend,following on her recent passing.dear P,thanks for being our friend,for th time you were here.i am glad that i ever met you and we were goodfriends.though you may be gone,you'll still live on in our hearts , as always.& th memories.never forget th friendship we had, though a short one.you were one tough girl, lots of character.it's hard to forget you and th way you were.sorry, i didn't get to say a proper goodbye.hope you find peace in heaven and eternal restyou're always right here, in this spot, in my heart.never forgotten.R.I.P. missing you loads &so much love,serena.
Monday, February 18, 2008
/11:09 AM
HEYHO!i'm bck.been busy with class design issues.fun doing,but takes up lots of time.:Dtdy:supposed t come to school early for some things to be settled between becca & pineapple head.came a little late in th end.but so did taht girl.postponed t recess, but yeah, she hid in th toilet.or sth liddat.someone doesn't seem too brave anymore.but heckcare.i've got better things to do.a total whopper and shocker when shers told me this morning about good time primary school friend,priyanka i miss her loads, and her passing has really come as a shock to me.i shall dedicate a post to her tml aftr i come back from her wake with sher.you know.she was just too young.just too young. T.T& yet thr were no proper goodbyes.i shall pay my respects tomorrow.priyanka's mom,i feel for you.i'd say i'm a little traumatised.she was our goodfriend after all.didn't go for training aftr school.back muscle sprain still horribly torturous,and yet i haven't seen th doc.thr's just hardly any time.but i must,i must go back for thurs trg no matter what.i have alr missed so many sessions.seriously don't want mrs ong and cheryl to think i just have no more commitment.so i'm going back.miss my teamates<3!lmao.so instead of trg today,took th 2.30 bus from school with mel to YCK stadium to support volleyball B boys match with CAT high.i can say,those cat high vballers,were packed with some awesome spikes. LOLS.our school lost in th end but we were still proud of them luhs.they played excellent too.HOHO.thr's always next year.saw peiying and her sis.part of queensway supporters,but seriously had no idea what they were doing thr.aftr match,mel went off with nanas.i changed my mind and ended lugging ZP-angeline's pooh.it's harder to carry elmo.all through hub.huiting , sher, angeline & i bumped into joleen & xuetingdunnoe how many times. URGHS.chinese test tml.how fustrating.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
/6:16 AM
HAPPY VALENTINES. <3!
speaking of which,
it was okay for me.
sher got this super damn huge elmo & shortcake
from someone ^^
anws,lots of ppl did.
but her's was huge.
like 3/4 her size luh!
LOLS.
we got our testubes tdy too.
it turns out becca made one each for th four of us.
i felt so bad,she's th only one who gave us presents.
&yes,its pretty.
i ordered for giulia.
but i refused to give it to her when she shouted at me just now.
so yah. forget even abt giving that ungrateful midget .
=.= *SIGHS*
anws.
ray and i had to see mrs ong during recess tdy.
scolding ,of course.
because didn't inform her abt not gg for trg ytd.
i finally found th guts to even tell her i wasn't coming tdy for trg.
and huimin is officially out of netball and drafted to dance.
now, you hear me grieve.
lol. but i bet th team is sad.
she was so enetertaining & so huimin-like.
we love you too much luh, min!
come bck!
ps kia!
mdm chong didn't come for maths agn.
turns out she's bed ridden for th moment,because something in her spinal area slipped.
hais,we love SSRP.
but get well soon mdm chong.
after school,
went to watch P.S. ILY with sher,ting,angeline.
sher got horny during th movie.
and started getting horny with huiting.
then she passed her horniness t angeline.
and angeline tried to make her moves on me.
omg,i was damn ps luh!
th guy sitting beside me,
must have thought we were lesbos.=.=
other than that, th movie was sad ,romantic,funny and some parts boring.
its sad enough to make a few teardrops leak out.
but its a quite nice movie anw.
lots of couples all over th place.
all sorts.
so interesting to see=.=
i lugged elmo all over th place.
wasn't a pretty sight.
LOLS=X
went home late.
talked to caifang.
we're troubled ppl.
hahaha. it's kinda true.
t,
thanks for what you've done for me.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
/6:47 AM
wello.went to school without doing SCAMPER.it's just too complicated for me? LOLS.anws.happily,mdm chong didn't come.but sadly,we did not have th whole maths period free.we ended up doing th maths olympaid thingy.our class was like caught so offgaurd.HAIS.i tikumtikum th whole paper.it was mostly on IQ.and well, thr's nuthink much to talk abt my astonishingly low number.so yah. ROFL.wasn't in th mood for P.e tdy.talked alot to nanas.been having lots of long talks with her recently.about everything & anything.time's short so we'll try to get to talk about alllife's stuff together before it's just too late.she's my bestfriend afterall. :D& yes i know i've always got my other girlfriends too.after school.didn't watch kungfudunk aith sher in th end.hais. i knew sth would ruin our plan. lolanws,pei-ed huiting until her tuition started .then sher met her sis. then after a while went to j8 find her.we spent a fooking long time in gift a name making erm,names.then bumped into th bird in th shop itself.so surprised he still ying me.after all that dao-ing.go figure luh!anws,first time sher & him met face to face.he still looks th same.like a bird.and i don't seem to feel threatened by his height anymore.i guess i am just so immune to that feeling aftr being arnd tall ppl all th time.bumped into vanessy on our way to hub.missed her.i've been ponning tuition for 3 consecutive weeks so haven't seen them.and then,, she told me abt it.gawd. he's truly a jerk.i never thought.not th first of his kind anws.oh and before i almost forget.i am so pissed.thr's trg on V DAY.how sarky is that.someone .that someone.had cruel intentions.had a motive.did this.to ruin some of our valentines.whatever it is. i have this strong urge to pon luh!alr set a date to watch p.s. ily with sher they all.why does everything seem to get in our way these days.it's just not fair.really not.i sound like some immature baby.but seriously.anw, went home shortly aftr wandering hub.to becca;sorry for tdy.i had no idea.you're th most difficult person to figure.i've known you over a year,and yet i'm still learning how to tame you.
Monday, February 11, 2008
/4:47 AM
i am truly sorry for what i've done.i am sorry for ruining your special week;my selflessness.i am sorry to have taken up your time;wasted it.i am sorry for being so cruel&bitch like most would say;i feel it.i am sorry for not having made better judegment in th first place.i am sorry for being so selfish;i was so heartless,thoughtlessi am sorry for disrupting your life in a way;forget me,pls.i am sorry for having hurt you;you'll get over it soon.you probably won't understand now,but in time you will, i promise.this was just one of th big mistakes i'm making in my life.and i'm truly sorry you were part of it and it affected you too.serena,you are such a bitch.
/4:21 AM
saturday; went to arthur's hs.sunday;camped out at home all day.TODAY.juliana doog tay made us complete our art tdy.she let sher,nanas,becca,me late after class.like super damn late.only arnd 3mins left till recess ended.and i really think she likes becca more than us for some reason.i showed her a leetle bit of attitude,and talked back a leetle,and she raised her voice at me.as of becca, she showed so much attitude.but doog was v calm with her. i must seriosuly lack of some charm or something.LOLS.anw,not funny.we went for recess late.we were all so fucked up alr.until we boldly walked past mr ong,nanas even forgetting about her attire issues.you see, we just did not give a care.we were so angry,we even forgt to greet mr ong and dao-ed him.and he glared at us,but we marched on.lolmr chan and mr ong were understanding though.we vented and they gave us a time to eat.sher,so ladylike,eat so slow,one spoonful ,standard size for your avg person ,she considered it to be way too much.and took bites 1/4 of th spoon.mr ong threatened to feed her.rofl.she needs training in eating skills.LOLS.after that rushed for eng lesson.turns out th after school compre test was brought fowrd to durin her period.it was about some hairy frog crapp.like eww,err,gross.we got bck chi test results too.managed to scrape a pass.but i definitley won't do well on th whole.and i can kiss goodbye to having a newphone.SOBS.after school went to hub with becca.wow. th nerve of that girl man.it took us a max of 10 mins to walk out of school.she got pattern one.okay,you probably dun get me.but she drove me nuts.so yah.thatt's only th beginning.i couldn't do much at hub,she was too busy stalking this ''chiobu''.i won't say more.but yup. it was no fun for me.spotted arthur and his friends agn.they are all over th place.bumped into joyce too.she's still th same. [:*you bird, you wanna dao me all th way.it's fine with me.idk why i ever bothered helping you,when all you did was treat me worse than th lowest dog on th street.because i'm cool with it.sorry if i've been a big bother.i won't disturb you anymore unless you talk first.lame right.yup , you sure know your stuff.calling pepo lame for th dumbest reasons.that's like friggin lame luhs.i can walk.you're still a bird to me no matter what.BIRDS.
Friday, February 8, 2008
/8:02 AM
i would say i went to sleep at 8am in th morning tdy.i did some really weird mother-daughter bonding with my mum .ytd we watched th whole long forgotten full house series.it was so long time ago,but still,,we just suddenly felt like watching it.so we started with th first disc at 4pm on thurs and ended at 8am on friday morning.seriously.giulia only lasted until 4am.i dozed off from 5-6am.but was back on track until 8.it was th first time i saw my mum agree to do anything so out of th ordinary for a plainly strict person like her.go figure.cos i really cant.then after that whole night of watching.i had my breakfast and went to bedwhere i had this ridiculous dream about orca killer whales & dolphins,motorboats,st nicks girls screaming down my throats trying to teach me maths.and accidentally wheeling on my dog's hind legs with a supermarket cart.seriously.i think i need a break .i've developed a condition and it even affects my sleepmodes.my dreams are just so ridiculous like that.ROFL.had lunch and then went back to sleep.woke up at 4 plus in th aftrnn.was so grooggy so just sat thr doing nth.at 6 plus we went out with mum's client's family.they were okayokay.had th most heavenly icecream from haagen daz to take my worries away.summerberries&cream with strawberry icecream with cone topped with almond sprinkles.i seriously don't give a shit if i grow fatter than what i alr am.because i am so stressed , i shall eat as i please.anw,everybody is stuffing themselves with food this CNY.so big deal if i put on lots of weight.i'll just go dieting for th next few months.but i know it's just an impossible thing.LOLS.after that went to airport to send my godmum off.she and her friend,with uncle sies and munneng's husband came to visit us and now they are flying bck to amsterdam.aftr that went to explore th new terminal 3.then hom-ed.p.s. sorry its qiange not ziange.i must have combined zi& qian together.LOL
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
/6:32 PM
HELLO!like nanas th nehneh said.its been a v long time since i blogged.firstly.HAPPY CNY! [=oooh.yes.munayemunayemunaye.MONEY LUH!everyone loves $$$.lol.i'll blog on ytd's post for now.and tdy will be l8r.i'll do it my way.LOLS;DDytd was a half day at school.had celebrations and blahs.like everyschool.some old folks were invited to our school too.from th AWWA home.honestly.i think they were insanely boreed out by th performances.honestly only a few were that enetertaining.th drama one was funny! :DDmost of us just ended up getting super horrible leg cramps from sitting down too long.some graduated seniors came back to visit.many SGs! i guess they've grown up.LOLS.after school.nanas had to go out with ziange.lols we all call him that now.so she went off with ray to hub first.me.sher.angeline.huiting left a while l8r.in th end sher & i decided nt to go bck to MCS.so th four of us went to hub.and it was freaking flooded with amksians and othr schools th peeps.and we bumped into tas agn,like on tues.but went on our own way.first went to nebo. th cafe beside th arcade thr.food was nice nice nice.but th icecream was abit too much .we did crazy stuff with it.mix everything tgt.so gross luh!then this sher,she was laughing so hard ,she accidentally pointed at a bunch of anderson guys.while laughing at them for no apparent reason.i think they got a fright.th worst part was they came into nebo too.and sat at th table behind us.but switched to th one at th far end,when sher laughed louder.then when we left they gave us th cold stare.like sorrey.went to watch 27 dresses .it was th movie i begged that nehnehpok to waych with me th othr day.she said just gave me a flat no.saying its too girly and said she wanted to watch some machoguy stuff like rambo4.like no thank you pls.thank god its M18.phew.th movie was okay.note to guys.there are pretty girls in th movie.and a pretty boy too.lately,i've started guy gazing on prettyboys.i wont name names.rebecca hates it when i call them prettyboys.but nehneh calls them chiobus.which is worst.after 27 dresses.which was really about 27 dresses.nope,really.kidding.went to search for a pl for ting and sher to do their nails.lols.nails.how grown up.me and angeline left them at the pl and walked about tgt.after everything.went home finally.then slept th rest of th late afternn away.nehneh.that biatch, didn't return my call.i guess i am just so unimportant like that.lol.went out for dinner at night.lol. family reunion within a family.ate alot.passed by chinatown too.only th roads were cordoned off.and it was friggin flodded with pepo.went for icecream.agnand home sweet home.honestly,i'm growing fat from eating all th nasty crapp.but its chinese new year.so who cares for now luh.we'll talk later about food intake control.ROFL!what's up with that bird.truly.
Sunday, February 3, 2008
/12:02 AM
weighed down by guilt.tied down&struggling.or i think its just me.wonders;i'm needing of some lionheart.& its got to be coming from me.know this;if looks could really kill,i'll see,i'll say,you'd be a murderer.or maybe.maybe, just a whore.
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